how great is she~

dun no...when it is start to be like tat....
really really great...
time train her may be..train her become a "great" one...
when she sad...she will keep on busy....busy busy..till tired also wan to go on and on..
when she not happy...still can listen to people story...either happy or not happy...she will just listen to them..comfort them..coz she is willing..
when her heart is bleeding...she still can smile in front people and say nothing..dun worry...
when her eye is crying...she still can have joke...and say just kidding...
how "great" is she....
dun wan be a superwoman....but wish to be a small lady...
always have a warm home to stay~


:: the thing inside the tin today is hOpe~

pain~

pain~...it is pain...really pain....
pain into my heart..it is unpredictable...~
i though i am well prepared..i am strong enough to face...i am brave...
but in the end...it's hurt...deeply deeply hurt...~
know it hurt but still dun wan to let go....coz...bu she de....
outside of me..is show very strong...but..i am lose...bcoz of my heart..is weak...
coz it is really make from meat~...i though..so many times...fall down and get hurt...
it is getting harder and harder...but...it prove...is not...!!...
2 litle of tear out like river....enough to become a sea....feel like cant breath already...
hope tat i am beneath the sea..never get out.....dun wan to know and dun wan to think wat is the world up there...inside the sea..mayb is more beautiful and peace...
anyone can tell me wat to do?
it is pain and dun no wat to do.....


:: the thing inside the tin today is pain~

couple~

so nice right..hahaha..i like this photo so much...guess who is tat?boyfren? ..hhahahaha....tall..walk together..and i miss him so much...we have fun..!!! we share everything...yesterday i just play basketball at mall with him..i win!!!i ot 172 my highest record..and he got 171..wakakaka...:P...he like to cook sometimes also..he like music too..he like create music by himself..:P and he promise me to buy PSP for me..!!!guess who i am saying now?..he is my YOUNGEST BROTHER...muahz....thx my family...:P

piano...~

piano~my favorite....this is my sister snap at behind when i play...i dun no also..hahah..i like piano..i lik to play piano also...i will learn...learn hard..till one day in the future..i wan play one song for myself..~this is the promise for my own..:)

sleep~

this photo also...my sister snap when i sleep...haiyo..>.<" like sleeping beauty or not..??wakaak...jus kidding...i hope i can sleep sleep sleep ....pause my life~or when i wake up....open my eye..it will be a nice day...:) this is my house sofa...i like to stay at home~ i like to cooked..everyday...:) this 2 months holidays...rest well ya...~:P

we are twins...!!:D

my sister~

heee.....see....we are so closed to each other...miss her very much when i was oversea...

tis is my sister...my dear dear sister...everytime i back...i will vrey very enjoy be together with her...:D we go shopping...we cooked together...we share together..i like my sister so much....muahx...heee....for my cute and dearest sis..~

thre are 22 rose inside...so touch!!!...one rose spend 45mins acording to tan..coz he folded..hee...thx tan so much...:) is a paper origami rose...ans the blue one is...my product..i learned from him..:D

see...this is the flower they folded for me...born until now...till is the first time have people folded flower for me...i am really really happy and touch...thx for my sweet family..~muahz!!!

my birthday~

this is my birthday..!!!thx so so much my dear dear dear family in malang..~really very happy and touch...:D i wil nvr forget it..it is really a suprice for me..step in..is dark...thought really no electric..then..happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u...a birthday song..~ they prepeare for whole day..!!!i am so so touching whether tat my face emotion is "shock"..the cake is very special..is a "glutanious rice with pandan kaya"..very very tasty..!!!then..in front of me is a big box..big big box..asked me to open it..i was wondering..and a bit scared..hahaha..coz dun no wat is inside..finally..it was a bag..inside..!!!hahaha....thx so much,,:D then on the table..a lot of dishes...a lot..!!they cooked!!..waaaa....hee..:P got thailand mango rice, bak kut teh,nuo mi fan,red egg,mis vegetable...a lot..!!all i can eat one..hahacoz they know wat i cant eat..so sweet..:Pthen a cake suddenly appear..!!!shock again..hahha....is a fruit but creammy creammy cake...!!!hahaah...tat y i kena "gao gao"..the "cream war" started!!!...then u know....kenaTIPU again..asked me to play hide n seek..and i am the person who count the 1..2..3..till 100!!!! omg...sudddeny so quite and..my head"bleeding"..but is yellowish and smelly liquid..is egg....Arrgggg....how come i so easy to kena TIPU one..haiszz....but i get free washed..hahahaha..my fren help me to clean up..hahaha..:P is a fun. happy.great..memorable..birthday party!!!!
thx...ylaine,aaron,vijay,zi en,bay,tenny,tan and alona...!!muahx..x..:P

happy family~

happy family...
in this small family have...
yilin..she is a gud chef,like to cook and share..all the food she cook is nice and she is a very happy gul,i like to share thing with her...
khar woei..he is yilin's bf,very take care abt her..like a 24 hours angel,so amired yilin's..:P..he is very patient,very helpful,when u ask for help..definately he will help up and he look very "diam" but no so..and when v play card.."bluff"..he is the winner..see..haha..
vijay..he is a funny guy,tak boleh tahan one if he talk and look at his face emotion..hahaha..especially when he laught..i always can't tahan and laught too when u see his face emotion,hahaah..he is very gud in english..everytime wan to talk to him..i will feel a bit stress..haaa..and he always like to say.."aiya..cin cai la.."..:P
zi en..is my "student"..hahah...she is short and cute plus a bit "tom tom" (opps..she will likk me if she saw)..and very principle person but always "late"..:P..she is my listener..almost everything i share with her one..heee..
tan..erm..tan r..let me think..he is carrying sometimes and also a "sui bian" person..haha..he always said tat..he is a gud "mouth fighter"...almost everything also can "counter" back wat u say one..:P..and have a sepcial slange..like..."tak boleh tahan liao lo.."..you win lo".."you teh kiang la"..hahaah...funny too...another thing..he like to sing..like 24 hours radio..:P
tenny..err..he r..is a tall guy but very thin..like wind come may be will fly..opps..hahah...he like to smile..he is kind, helpful..erm..carring maybe..haa'...he always like to say.."zhen de ma?"..and his joke..very cold one...cold until...dun no wat to say..but is fuuny..hahaha..and he always will ask.."today u happy ma?"..hahah..mayb is a important ques to us for remind us must enjoy our day..kekek...
last is bay..do u know y i put him last?coz i scare i will write very long abt him...he r..is a very big speaker..he talk no one can talk one..and "scary"...gud in "sayang" people..always wanna fight with him..like to "zat" him one..i hope one day i can "zat" him till bcome a small tikus..arrg...>.<"nvr end one..if wan to "complain" abt him...:P wait..he has his gud also..mayb if no him arr..will very qiute lo..and he always ajak us come to cook la..bbq la..steambot la..in yilin's house...so v have a lot of fun..and..when he play piano..u nvr believe this is bay...is nice..:) hahah...can't complain too much..coz he is the one who help me design my blog..see he has his gud also..haha...but..mayb " complain him" will be more...oppps..blueerrr...:P
full of warm...and happy...in this small family...
a lot of memories here......
first time v meet...v fight...v argue...
turn...start to close together....have a lot of fun and happiness...
is a happy,warm...family...~

:the ting inside the tin today is warm~

jus a simple word~

wake up in the morning...
hope the first msg she read is urs..
wake up d?wake me up...with a morning smile..
how are u?
what are u doin?
ate already?
what u ate?
finished class d?tired?
ask me go to bath..dun be too late...
ask me eat on time...
be4 she sleep..hope that the last msg she read is urs...with a special gud nite..
jus a simple word...
but..it is so hard to see...now..
hope the time will go back to the time and replay it..
y...when she think abt u...
her eye will be watery....but not a smile...
run..run back and find out the smile the happy...or...can see in the future...
the more simple thing..the more hard to have it...
may be she really is a gul who need more concern...
need a breath...izit too much of demand or is very hard to do that or i must cherish watever i hv it now...
yup..may be the more simple the more harder....
and must cherish everything v have...
say is easy but...is hard...
becoz v will not satisfy that wat v have now.....~
she tell me...she hope that she can really follow wat she have and try to find back...
trying...i trying...to help...her...


:: the thing inside the tin for today is tear~

a day~

alarm ringing..wake up early in the morning...open the curton..sun is raised=is a wonderful day
get down the bed..take my tooth brush and washed my face=is fresh
changed my cloth to exercise in the morning=is great
come back and bath..go to piano practice=is happy
playing piano for 3 an hours=is enjoy
finished then go to campus straight away together with fren prepare all the thing for activity tomorrow=is happy
until now come back and rest=is relax
later go campus again practice dance and meeting=is fighting...fighting for tomorrow
today is a happy day...
i feel wonderful..
i feel fresh..
i feel great..
i feel happy..
i feel enjoy..
i feel relax...
today is a GOOD day..
put a coin inside the happy tin today..beside it is sad tin...
i shaked..and listen
then i realize...
i must keep up the happy...
keep keep keep..
at least..i have the saving...for u..
when u feel sad...
are u sad today?
i willing to give out the happy to u..even though i just have only ONE~

::the thing inside the tin today is happy~

empty~

hope that..every day wake up in the morning having breakfast together..
hope that..every time accompany me walk to campus for the 10 mins distance..
hope that..every meal accompany me to eat..
hope that..you accompany me out for relax when i feel stress..
hope that..you sit beside me and lye on you when i tired..
hope that..u hold my hand and give me warm when i feel cold..
hope that..every night you give me a nitez kiss and say good night my dear before i sleep..
hope that..you really be my side every moment..
hope that..everything i hope will come truth when i wake up tomorrow morning~

::the thing inside the tin today is empty...~

the thought never out b4...

in a long journey train..
inside the train have a lot of ppl...
some is single bond..some is double bond..some is tripper bond..
which bond you are?
in the journey..have ppl go in and out from the train...
is a very long journey..
inside this train have a lot of memory..
happiness..sadness..dissapointed..tired..
the journey still go on..
suddenly surrounding turn dark..
everything so silent..
there are no fear..but the thought never out b4 is there...
need to get down the train or stay on it waiting for the light in..

::the thing inside the tin today is confuse~