how great is she~

dun no...when it is start to be like tat....
really really great...
time train her may be..train her become a "great" one...
when she sad...she will keep on busy....busy busy..till tired also wan to go on and on..
when she not happy...still can listen to people story...either happy or not happy...she will just listen to them..comfort them..coz she is willing..
when her heart is bleeding...she still can smile in front people and say nothing..dun worry...
when her eye is crying...she still can have joke...and say just kidding...
how "great" is she....
dun wan be a superwoman....but wish to be a small lady...
always have a warm home to stay~


:: the thing inside the tin today is hOpe~

pain~

pain~...it is pain...really pain....
pain into my heart..it is unpredictable...~
i though i am well prepared..i am strong enough to face...i am brave...
but in the end...it's hurt...deeply deeply hurt...~
know it hurt but still dun wan to let go....coz...bu she de....
outside of me..is show very strong...but..i am lose...bcoz of my heart..is weak...
coz it is really make from meat~...i though..so many times...fall down and get hurt...
it is getting harder and harder...but...it prove...is not...!!...
2 litle of tear out like river....enough to become a sea....feel like cant breath already...
hope tat i am beneath the sea..never get out.....dun wan to know and dun wan to think wat is the world up there...inside the sea..mayb is more beautiful and peace...
anyone can tell me wat to do?
it is pain and dun no wat to do.....


:: the thing inside the tin today is pain~

couple~

so nice right..hahaha..i like this photo so much...guess who is tat?boyfren? ..hhahahaha....tall..walk together..and i miss him so much...we have fun..!!! we share everything...yesterday i just play basketball at mall with him..i win!!!i ot 172 my highest record..and he got 171..wakakaka...:P...he like to cook sometimes also..he like music too..he like create music by himself..:P and he promise me to buy PSP for me..!!!guess who i am saying now?..he is my YOUNGEST BROTHER...muahz....thx my family...:P

piano...~

piano~my favorite....this is my sister snap at behind when i play...i dun no also..hahah..i like piano..i lik to play piano also...i will learn...learn hard..till one day in the future..i wan play one song for myself..~this is the promise for my own..:)

sleep~

this photo also...my sister snap when i sleep...haiyo..>.<" like sleeping beauty or not..??wakaak...jus kidding...i hope i can sleep sleep sleep ....pause my life~or when i wake up....open my eye..it will be a nice day...:) this is my house sofa...i like to stay at home~ i like to cooked..everyday...:) this 2 months holidays...rest well ya...~:P

we are twins...!!:D

my sister~

heee.....see....we are so closed to each other...miss her very much when i was oversea...

tis is my sister...my dear dear sister...everytime i back...i will vrey very enjoy be together with her...:D we go shopping...we cooked together...we share together..i like my sister so much....muahx...heee....for my cute and dearest sis..~

thre are 22 rose inside...so touch!!!...one rose spend 45mins acording to tan..coz he folded..hee...thx tan so much...:) is a paper origami rose...ans the blue one is...my product..i learned from him..:D

see...this is the flower they folded for me...born until now...till is the first time have people folded flower for me...i am really really happy and touch...thx for my sweet family..~muahz!!!

my birthday~

this is my birthday..!!!thx so so much my dear dear dear family in malang..~really very happy and touch...:D i wil nvr forget it..it is really a suprice for me..step in..is dark...thought really no electric..then..happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u...a birthday song..~ they prepeare for whole day..!!!i am so so touching whether tat my face emotion is "shock"..the cake is very special..is a "glutanious rice with pandan kaya"..very very tasty..!!!then..in front of me is a big box..big big box..asked me to open it..i was wondering..and a bit scared..hahaha..coz dun no wat is inside..finally..it was a bag..inside..!!!hahaha....thx so much,,:D then on the table..a lot of dishes...a lot..!!they cooked!!..waaaa....hee..:P got thailand mango rice, bak kut teh,nuo mi fan,red egg,mis vegetable...a lot..!!all i can eat one..hahacoz they know wat i cant eat..so sweet..:Pthen a cake suddenly appear..!!!shock again..hahha....is a fruit but creammy creammy cake...!!!hahaah...tat y i kena "gao gao"..the "cream war" started!!!...then u know....kenaTIPU again..asked me to play hide n seek..and i am the person who count the 1..2..3..till 100!!!! omg...sudddeny so quite and..my head"bleeding"..but is yellowish and smelly liquid..is egg....Arrgggg....how come i so easy to kena TIPU one..haiszz....but i get free washed..hahahaha..my fren help me to clean up..hahaha..:P is a fun. happy.great..memorable..birthday party!!!!
thx...ylaine,aaron,vijay,zi en,bay,tenny,tan and alona...!!muahx..x..:P